Sweet Sweet Dreams

I can say that it is possible to be in love and still wonder what went wrong in the prior relationship. Divorce damages the heart in a way that feels permanent. Yes, my present is comforting and sustaining and all that I ever prayed for and yet… I still wonder what it was I didn’tContinue reading “Sweet Sweet Dreams”

I asked the question and the answers weren’t what I expected ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ƒ

So, I asked the question: “Do you feel loved?” I asked the 19yr old first her response: “Why? What did I do? Are you giving me back?” (She’s grafted in) I explained why I asked and she laughed, “Girl yes! You scared me! Wait, if I say no do I get a car? 😐 Next,Continue reading “I asked the question and the answers weren’t what I expected ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ƒ”

Ask the questions, do not be alarmed by the answers.

For as long as I can remember I didn’t feel loved. I don’t know how or why that developed in my head, just that it lasted until I met my present husband. I felt loved by Jesus, who was introduced to me as my friend. However, nothing ever truly felt like love to me. Sadly,Continue reading “Ask the questions, do not be alarmed by the answers.”