THEMrsSearcy

My First Love

I know, we’ve all had one whether it was reciprocated or not, there was a person who gave you butterflies. My first, Walter, spoiled me and was the first boy to say he loved me. I was young, but he was it for me. Tall, lean, jet black velvety skin that smelled good. I doContinue reading “My First Love”

COVID, NOVEL, DELTA, EPSILON, LAMBDA…

Doesn’t matter what you call it. It kills. My day started with death. Fear is trying to grip me. I’m fighting, but the weight of it is proving the difficulty of it. Do your research. Don’t believe everything you read on the internet. Do the research. Then take precautions. I don’t want to lose anyoneContinue reading “COVID, NOVEL, DELTA, EPSILON, LAMBDA…”

Simply upset or am I just being petty?

I enjoy Jeopardy. I wanted LeVar to be the new host. We got duped, hogswaggled, cuz they were always going to pick him. Heck he picked Himself. A lot of the shows I like were canceled, deeper sigh. Is it wrong to be bothered? Is is silly to have feel as if I don’t haveContinue reading “Simply upset or am I just being petty?”

Misinformation OR Shared experience?

My friend is in the hospital due to Covid. Yes had many underlying issues, however, contracting Covid sent him to the hospital. He is not vaccinated. He is one of a few hundred thousand who can’t take the vaccine. I won’t say why, but his Healthcare provider advised against it. I know many past militaryContinue reading “Misinformation OR Shared experience?”

Sweet Sweet Dreams

I can say that it is possible to be in love and still wonder what went wrong in the prior relationship. Divorce damages the heart in a way that feels permanent. Yes, my present is comforting and sustaining and all that I ever prayed for and yet… I still wonder what it was I didn’tContinue reading “Sweet Sweet Dreams”

reality BITES

I try to speak to my mom every day. 2020 drove home the point that tomorrow isn’t promised. I experienced death far too often in 2020. We all suffered the virus at the end of 2019. We each had varying degrees of illness, including the toddler, it was truly horrible. I will wear a maskContinue reading “reality BITES”

Deforestation deep sigh

While on my way to get #1 son, I noticed a doe with 2 fawn trying to cross the road. I yelled to her, “No!” I said a prayer for the drivers behind me to see them also and continued on my way. The confusion that permeated from the doe was palpable. She’d probably grownContinue reading “Deforestation deep sigh”

Boo’d Up

This is for the adults in the room… I’m speaking mainly to the ones in fully committed relationships… those 100% on either side relationships. True hearted, Christ centered committed relationships. Yes, you. When was the last time you lusted after your mate? Got that flutter in the center of yourself? You know what I’m talkingContinue reading “Boo’d Up”

I asked the question and the answers weren’t what I expected 😁😃

So, I asked the question: “Do you feel loved?” I asked the 19yr old first her response: “Why? What did I do? Are you giving me back?” (She’s grafted in) I explained why I asked and she laughed, “Girl yes! You scared me! Wait, if I say no do I get a car? 😐 Next,Continue reading “I asked the question and the answers weren’t what I expected 😁😃”

Alone time

I value it, alone time. It’s what’s missing most from my self care “routine”. Giggle, routine… that denotes a set pattern AND on this end that is a huge uh nah. Oh sure, hubby and I lock ourselves in our room and binge watch our favorite shows… however the din outside of our door sortaContinue reading “Alone time”